what an awesome day.
i found out at 3 am today that the cls sentosa outing was at 11am.
hahahahahahaha.
so i woke 6 hours later to prepare.
and my oh my. i had a blast there
with my frankies.
played in the water for about 4 hours and now
we are all red and sunburnt. red and sunburnt.
my neck hurts like aeifjsdijvaehrbgajfv ajv!!!
reached home like awhile ago. gah.
dead tired.
chilled at the roof of vivo till it was time to go..

i feel that over the holidays i healed quite alot..
no longer have much of that hollow feeling i used to have..
i have God and so many good people around me..
i realised that god does provide when u rely on him....
i was worrying about some poly stuff but
eventually it all got sorted out...
and i am really really grateful..

when i looked back at those emails i sent,
i feel so so so embarrassed because it all sounded the same. NEEDY.WEAK.
and i feel really weird also because i know i will never do those
as long as i live ever again. it was really immature.
it was IMMATURE TO THE FURTHEST DEGREE.
thank GOD i shook off that awkward phase of my life.
thank GOD.
i was SUCH a weird person.
okay now i am still weird,
but at least i know my limits better.
*shivers* when i think back.
hair raising!!!!

anyway.
holidays are ebbing away and
my prepmath not done.
gna try finish like 2 a day.
jyjyjy.

AND I NEED TO PACK MY ROOM.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
keeps getting messed up.
dunno why.